About Me

So, basically this blog was started by envy. Kulam Ikan Tetangga (the neighbor's fish pond) is a variation to the saying that goes "the neighbor's Grass is always greener". The Neighbor's Fish Pond will always have fatter and more fish (than your own fishpond). And so it is.

NaNoWriMo 2014

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So I am going to talk about the fear for the first hundred words I am going to submit to this year's NaNoWriMo. I have to be realistic and rebelling is one of the realistic way to achieve my goal this year.
My goal this year is to actually start writing again.
I hadn't written properly for ages. I honestly cannot remember when was the last time I actually sit down to write what I have in mind and actually finish the writing.
Hmm ... although as I typed the above sentence I realize, it will never be finished. Writing, I mean. Any subject can always be written and re-written numerous times using different approaches.

Oh, yes. I was going to write about the fear.
I fear of feeling. I fear the feeling of discomfort. While writing used to provide me with release and relieve from discomfort, it is giving me a sensation of unease nowadays to actually write down and finished describing the idea I have in mind. Have I gone lazy or have I gone crazy?
Most probably the first but with a crazy intensity.

Fear is also the reason I stayed away from poetry. I fear of the nakedness in poetry.

Have I reached 100 words yet? Oh wow. Actually 215 now.

Not bad for a starter yeah?



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