About Me

So, basically this blog was started by envy. Kulam Ikan Tetangga (the neighbor's fish pond) is a variation to the saying that goes "the neighbor's Grass is always greener". The Neighbor's Fish Pond will always have fatter and more fish (than your own fishpond). And so it is.

The Dying Technology

Meg was dying.
I had sensed this since 2011. The cooling fan was not working properly. But still like a soldier she heaved on. And almost impatient at times, I bore with her trudging on slowly in the path of hard toils and labors.
Throughout 2012 she endured life without her battery cells. It was horrific. Electricity installation is a bit unstable where we live. I was horrified.
In the last six months I had to do a lot more than two hard reset. Meg was dying. But I was on denial. I told myself she only needed disk repair. Which she had two weeks a go.
Yesterday she gave up on me. She froze and when I restarted her, she stopped recognizing the HD.
J attempted a resuscitation. It seemed working for about an hour, and then she passed out again.

I really don't know what to feel.

Amagona Vicereine Saralee Amina Avangelia Cantora Paramitha Octinosia ExMachina Gimana a.k.a. Meg in our first encounter in 2008

I need to keep on working, Meg. It's not that I stopped loving you :(


Nia Janiar said...

Uh, aku tahu rasanya. Semoga cepet sembuh atau segera dapet penggantinya. :'(

Adzania said...

makasih Nia ;(